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Short Stories of Magical Reality, Aching Longing, and Transformative Love
But I Digretch
But I Digretch is a collection of emotionally resonant short stories that dwell in the tender spaces where life reshapes us—after love, after loss, after disillusionment. Each piece opens a small, luminous window into the inner worlds we often move through unconsciously.
Turner wrests exuberance and hope from the maw of life’s transience.
With tonal confidence, the collection moves effortlessly between whimsy and darkness, playful humor and sharp ache. Turner’s language is vibrant without being indulgent, and her endings tend to arrive with a kind of goosebump clarity unexpected, but emotionally precise. The stories don’t tell, but show; they trust the reader to accept ambiguity, trust metaphor, and reverberate in the subconscious realms where symbolism makes sense even if rational minds are disquieted.
With range, inclusivity, and a cohesive strangeness, the stories feel written for diverse readers: romantics and cynics, surrealists and realists, those who love deeply and those who wrestle with longing, addiction, identity, or meaning.
Elements of magical realism, dream logic, surrealism, horror, vampire lore, romantic comedy, satire, and absurdist fiction make But I Digretch a multi-layered experience for readers that will captivate a wide array of readers — those who appreciate the charm of a well-crafted short story, wordplay, rhythm, and a playful roadmap through language, as well as those who seek profound commentary on the complexities of modern life.
About the Book
…my compass > your absence
your absence > my headdress
my headdress > your kisses
your kisses > my freckles
my freckles > your spaceship
your spaceship > my brastrap
my brastrap > your biceps
your biceps > my nightstand
my nightstand > your diary
your diary > my life
my life > your graveplot
your graveplot > your graveplot > your graveplot >>>
your graveplot > MY graveplot
((your absence > my compass))
my graveplot > your headstone
your headstone > my>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> O*U*R
epitaph
that read:
‘they died for love’
but L*o*v*e didn’t
so the belfry still tolls…
^^^down at thee steeple, i saw a ghost kneel^^^
– excerpt from Gretchen’s poem entitled “^^^down at the steeple, i saw a ghost kneel^^^”
The passage reflects what remains in the wake of life’s brutal inevitability of loss, the indestructible force of love that redeems after life plays spin the bottle and administers its kiss of death on everyone and everything. Love is, love is, love is, and never is not…
With figurative, tactile prose, allegorical ruminations, and twisted fairy-tale plunges into the chiaroscuro edges where longing shadows obsession, Gretchen Astro Turner is on intimate terms with the struggle to decode joy, to craft an ideal of beauty from the inexorability of impermanence.
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